YaYa Princess

I’m sure some of you are looking at my title going “huh? It’s Aug”.  You may, however, recall my comments that come Aug. busy season will start again.  As if by some freak of nature, Aug. 1st at 8:35AM my e-mail inbox exploded and thus began busy season.

Therefore, I may or may not be online a lot in the coming weeks.  The boy will be here to pick me up shortly and so I don’t have time to get much work done, and therefore utilizing it on the blogosphere.  It’s sure to be a crazy ride, but at least this time I’m (better) prepared for it….God I hope

So here it goes, the tidal wave of fun.  I’ll see ya’ll on the other side.  In the meantime to those who get (have) to deal with me….Godspeed.

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I must confess, I miss San Diego.  I’m in MN right now, and for whatever reason I keep seeing things about San Diego and southern CA.  And I miss it.  Mostly, I just keep thinking about how fun it was when the boy came out, and how many places I want to visit with him.  I know it was time ot move on, but it’s still this wierd nostalgia.  Not to mention of course that I’m just frusterated right now.  I miss the buy in.  Such as it is.  MN is nice, and the staff and client are great so I can’t complain

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We took She She to the airport yesterday.  It was a great weekend and a great visit.  Before we went to the airport we spent the day at open houses (relax, we’re just getting our pinky toes wet that’s all….no house buying in the near future).  We did see one kinda cool, kinda B.lair W.itch house in which M. Kn.ight Sh.amalade was the relator

Having her here, having here so near-it was so comforting.  Thursday morning before work I couldn’t put my finger on it right away, but then I realized.  It was peace and safety.  There’s something lovely about knowing that mom (even if she isn’t mine) is close by.  There are times when I’m glad I’m out and away from my family, standing on my own, proving myself that I can do this thing called life.  But more and more now I find myself jelous of those that have family close, that can simply call up and decide to have dinner together, that don’t have a job that require a major city or have families who live in wonderful small towns or who don’t have a complex about having said job. 

I’m rambling, I know.

After we dropped Sheshers off we drove by one more neighborhood.  Maybe it was b/c its was Sunday, maybe it was b/c I was starving, but out of no where I just said “I miss She She” and began to tear up (not good when you’re the one driving). 

I began to realize something though this weekend.  Remember how in high school all you wanted was to be popular, to be in the “in” crowd?  Hell, I don’t think that really ever goes away.  But what happens when you find yourself as an adult in that place that your career that you always wanted to be,  with the firm you always wanted to be with, with the schedule that is so insane you thought somehow would prove your worth,  that it was so right there you could taste it in your mouth.

And then you realize that while you aren’t unhappy, maybe what you want isn’t really so grand?  Maybe it’s quite simple really.  Maybe you just needed to prove to yourself you could do it.  And maybe, just maybe, you need to get over ‘yourself’ enough so you can enjoy the simplier things in life. 

In the meantime, I’m here and I’ll do whatever I can to enjoy the ride.

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There’s some sketchy stuff brewing-but that’s all I can say right now.  I will explain more when I’m not on a public blog.

 There’s not entirely too much to write about right now.  crap pissy exhibitor.  gottago

OK sorry I’m back

At the current moment I feel like someone’s b*tch.  I mean seriously, I’m like the ugly stepchild.  I’m tired.  Not even physically right now…emotionally.  Whatever, I’m going to go.  Hopefully my room service gets here soon….

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Hello world!  Not a lot of time to talk, but I wanted to drop a quick line.  I’m in Palm Springs this week.  It’s about 104 degrees here-sheesh.  To be honest I’m not really all that jazzed about being away again, and I have lots still going on from the last onsite.  But…at least I’m home for a solid month after June 7. 

Life if decent, I’m just tired.  Spring is almost over though (June 7 is the end of “my spring”) so that’s a positive.  So far I’ve been able to keep up w/ work fairly well.  I’m trying (trying being the opperative word) to keep on top of e-mails this week so that I don’t come home to a CF  

And yes, I still need to write about NYC and I will-had trouble logging in yesterday.

The boy is still working on the redesign and I have to say I’m tickled pink over it-tee hee.  I think you’ll really love the tag line.  What I might love even more is the boy doesn’t think the tag line “fits” me and is confused by it.  But, it’s a long standing joke (no Andi, it’s not “point” ) and I think it fits me well (but I love that he doesn’t think of me that way).  Anywho, guess you’ll just have to wait until it’s out to see it.

Ok, off to yet another pre con here in a few.  Hopefully I don’t melt!

Well boo-I just realized the tag line is here too but only if you look for it

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